I Sat There Throughout

I sat there throughout
Listening to you
Blabber on and on about you two
You said you couldnt live without her
You said she was your life
I was just the 'best friend' in your strife

I sat there throughout
Tryin to help you through
What seemed like everyday mishaps to you
You'll had fought again
Again she cried
And you sat there regretting it,by MY side

I sat there throughout
Tryin to figure out
Your relationship.Its lasting was a doubt.
Your head on my shoulder
Tears welling up in your eyes
I couldnt help but feel like a lover in disguise

I sat there throughout
Waiting for you to see
That you and she,were never meant to be
Your love was a farce
Deep down you knew it too
Between all those lies,only our friendship was true

I sat there throughout
All in love with you
Waiting for you to fall for me too
You looked into my eyes
And couldnt take them away
Countless emotions spread through us that day

I sat there throughout
Drawing closer to you
As you seemed to be falling in too
You pulled me up close
And kissed me slow
And i sat there throughout and then never let go..



13th Sept. '07

THE Night

The day of doom rumbled by
Adorned by the light show of the sky
As the clouds bellowed,sending darkness astray
Pledging,they got down to pray

As heaven cried,that wet night
With the occassional stroke of light
They all remember to this day
The silence behind that lightening ray

A spark that lit that deserted road
Sent the devil earth abode
A hellish display,Satan arrived
The evil wont end,I will never subside.


7th Sept. '07

Alone In The Crowd

A million people back to back
They wear white,i'm in black
They walk through life at a rapid pace
I sit in the aisle and watch the rat race

I call out to them,as they walk by
I'm invisible to them,nobody hears me cry
Laughter and joy echo all around
Burryin me further into the ground

I'm standing still with nowhere to go
Alone in the crowd,no friend nor foe
I'm standin still,emotions astray
Growin more morose,day after day

Why dont they hear me?
Why cant they see?
All that they've done to me..
Why dont they know?
Where do i go?
If i ever need company..

28th August '07

Success

I always wondered what success meant
Is it good,bad,or evil enough to repent?
Is success about money,name or fame?
Or about winning lifes'survival game

After severe drought,a heavy rain
Is the water really a success,a gain?
What if then it pours and pours in excess?
Then will the floods truly be a success?

Look back into your family tree
How many generations do you see?
And how many of those people can you talk about?
Grandparents,their parents,a hundred not out

Isnt it surprising how little we know?
Of the people to whom our lives we owe
And about the people from whom we have evolved
They are mysteries that have never been solved

Now look into the future,what do u see?
Wat will life be like in the next century?
Will our descenders even know about us?
Will we ever be a topic that they will discuss?

Four generations later if they remember you
If the path you are leadin is the one they lead too
If the seeds you sow now,will then be fruitful
That is when you'll be truly successful

27th August '07

The Dark Side

As the day comes to an end
And darkness falls upon the sky
As flowers tuck in,chirps die out
And everything seems to die

From dawn to light to dusk to dark
It gradually passes by
As everyday draws in an end
I cant help wonder why

It already seems to be ending
Even though it has just begun
Darkness is all that rules my life
And yet i dont crave for the sun

Its just so lifeless,empty,hollow
Every little sound echoes
Every reason for happiness seems to be dying
And i just bid it goodbye as it goes



26th August '07