Burrows with shadows of an unholy glint
Deep below any level of sanity
Rise to fall into our misery and gloom
Like the darkness that crept over the sky
When dusk began to set in, in our souls
By the sinister stroke of the sunset streak
That lashed its way through us, to break out
Melancholy, where there was joy
And hatred in place of adoration
So dark so deep, and yet so hollow
So lifeless, yet strong this power
That ruined us only for the ability to seek
Attainment of a more sinister scheme
Now dawn breaks out, the light that flows
Cannot make clear any moral spirituality
And all it shines down upon is ashy dust
Soft gray dust, gleaming in the light of the sun.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Stronger
Day unto day
In every which way
You fooled me, so well
In glorious hell
Night upon night
You made it feel right
I kept my soul at stake
Such a painful mistake
I let you touch me
I let myself free
Now I can’t even hide
How that broke me inside
You ripped out my heart
And tore me apart
I thought the pain would last longer
But baby, now I’m only stronger.
It was me who’d endure
Your sinister allure
Only to fall in the trap
Of all your sordid crap
Your promises, all void
Had me entirely destroyed
How could I be so blind?
To your shallow mind
But now I’ve been mended
Fixed to be splendid
Yet some pieces, misplaced
Only to be replaced
By this strong little part
Deep down in my heart
So if the pain does last longer
I’ll just keep getting stronger
In every which way
You fooled me, so well
In glorious hell
Night upon night
You made it feel right
I kept my soul at stake
Such a painful mistake
I let you touch me
I let myself free
Now I can’t even hide
How that broke me inside
You ripped out my heart
And tore me apart
I thought the pain would last longer
But baby, now I’m only stronger.
It was me who’d endure
Your sinister allure
Only to fall in the trap
Of all your sordid crap
Your promises, all void
Had me entirely destroyed
How could I be so blind?
To your shallow mind
But now I’ve been mended
Fixed to be splendid
Yet some pieces, misplaced
Only to be replaced
By this strong little part
Deep down in my heart
So if the pain does last longer
I’ll just keep getting stronger
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Dark Hues, Blues
A new day invariably brings another night
Doesn’t it?
I want to perceive only the light
But the dark never ends completely
Why don’t these blues fade away?
The shades of a dark hue trimmed with them
Like the silken black hair on an age old image
Furtively edging its way down a back
Neither fade, not the lubricate nor the dark
Each stay prominent as essential parts
To their own, the painting and life
Both parts of which can’t be ignored
The strokes of the creator, gentle or harsh
Never depict what lies beyond
It’s upon the eyes of the observer to derive
The true implication hidden deeper within
Doesn’t it?
I want to perceive only the light
But the dark never ends completely
Why don’t these blues fade away?
The shades of a dark hue trimmed with them
Like the silken black hair on an age old image
Furtively edging its way down a back
Neither fade, not the lubricate nor the dark
Each stay prominent as essential parts
To their own, the painting and life
Both parts of which can’t be ignored
The strokes of the creator, gentle or harsh
Never depict what lies beyond
It’s upon the eyes of the observer to derive
The true implication hidden deeper within
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Memories..
Distant memories fade into the darkness of today
Where warped smirks work, and wicked minds play
I wish to turn back time to those moments long lost
Of uproarious laughter and smiles not forced
Where we knew life to be so vividly bright
Where in every little occurrence we would delight
Where joy knew no bounds and we flew so free
From the gloom that now soars over you and me
Where blissful concentricity would shape our days
Eliminating melancholy, to reunite in cheery ways
It’s so strange how time has drawn us all apart
I wish we could begin over again from the start
I wish to turn back time to those little happenings,
Those days when we grinned at the silliest things,
To the time where all those moments took place,
Rewind life again to revive it at a slower pace
Where warped smirks work, and wicked minds play
I wish to turn back time to those moments long lost
Of uproarious laughter and smiles not forced
Where we knew life to be so vividly bright
Where in every little occurrence we would delight
Where joy knew no bounds and we flew so free
From the gloom that now soars over you and me
Where blissful concentricity would shape our days
Eliminating melancholy, to reunite in cheery ways
It’s so strange how time has drawn us all apart
I wish we could begin over again from the start
I wish to turn back time to those little happenings,
Those days when we grinned at the silliest things,
To the time where all those moments took place,
Rewind life again to revive it at a slower pace
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Success
I always wondered what success meant
Is it good,bad,or evil enough to repent?
Is success about money,name or fame?
Or about winning lifes'survival game
After severe drought,a heavy rain
Is the water really a success,a gain?
What if then it pours and pours in excess?
Then will the floods truly be a success?
Look back into your family tree
How many generations do you see?
And how many of those people can you talk about?
Grandparents,their parents,a hundred not out
Isnt it surprising how little we know?
Of the people to whom our lives we owe
And about the people from whom we have evolved
They are mysteries that have never been solved
Now look into the future,what do u see?
Wat will life be like in the next century?
Will our descenders even know about us?
Will we ever be a topic that they will discuss?
Four generations later if they remember you
If the path you are leadin is the one they lead too
If the seeds you sow now,will then be fruitful
That is when you'll be truly successful
27th August '07
Is it good,bad,or evil enough to repent?
Is success about money,name or fame?
Or about winning lifes'survival game
After severe drought,a heavy rain
Is the water really a success,a gain?
What if then it pours and pours in excess?
Then will the floods truly be a success?
Look back into your family tree
How many generations do you see?
And how many of those people can you talk about?
Grandparents,their parents,a hundred not out
Isnt it surprising how little we know?
Of the people to whom our lives we owe
And about the people from whom we have evolved
They are mysteries that have never been solved
Now look into the future,what do u see?
Wat will life be like in the next century?
Will our descenders even know about us?
Will we ever be a topic that they will discuss?
Four generations later if they remember you
If the path you are leadin is the one they lead too
If the seeds you sow now,will then be fruitful
That is when you'll be truly successful
27th August '07
Thursday, August 14, 2008
"Shasya, You Are Not Very Trusted"
I’m pretty certain that the world joins together to conspire against me. Every second day I get an e-mail telling me that I’m not very trusted. Courtesy, Facebook. Now, who in the world wants to be repeatedly reminded of their lack of recognition as a good friend, amongst their friends? I mean, I’ll get there, sometime. But give me a chance!
And there, again, “Message from Facebook: Shasya, you are not very trusted.”
Yes facebook, totally. And when I bust your system, you’re not gonna be able to trust me with another account either! Heck. Gah.
Who do you think works behind the scenes here? Whose ideas are these, being put up on public websites, to make people feel a little worse about their being? I’m not saying I’m particularly upset or anything. But it IS, sort of, exasperating. And I DO HAVE the friends. Oh yes I do. I’m definitely not one of those loner losers who walk around alone and smell their pits every five minutes to check if it is body odour that keeps people away from them. No, no. I’m categorically not there. I have friends. So I’m not too concerned. Trusted or not, there’s something that works for me. But think about the other lot, the pathetic sort. Imagine having to be a sore loser and then being reminded about it everyday, by a device that was, ironically enough, invented to make life simpler.
“Message from facebook: So-n-so, You are not very popular”.
No, I don’t get these “you are not very popular” ones. On the contrary I keep getting the ‘”A friend voted for you as Popular”. Hell yeah, I know. Get over it.
I just keep get the ones about not being too trusted.
Yeah, alright! I really don’t want to know about my lack of fidelity, anymore.
So very weird.
But then, like Udit Thakre puts it “To me, weirdness is tranquility”.
I upturn my glass to that.
And there, again, “Message from Facebook: Shasya, you are not very trusted.”
Yes facebook, totally. And when I bust your system, you’re not gonna be able to trust me with another account either! Heck. Gah.
Who do you think works behind the scenes here? Whose ideas are these, being put up on public websites, to make people feel a little worse about their being? I’m not saying I’m particularly upset or anything. But it IS, sort of, exasperating. And I DO HAVE the friends. Oh yes I do. I’m definitely not one of those loner losers who walk around alone and smell their pits every five minutes to check if it is body odour that keeps people away from them. No, no. I’m categorically not there. I have friends. So I’m not too concerned. Trusted or not, there’s something that works for me. But think about the other lot, the pathetic sort. Imagine having to be a sore loser and then being reminded about it everyday, by a device that was, ironically enough, invented to make life simpler.
“Message from facebook: So-n-so, You are not very popular”.
No, I don’t get these “you are not very popular” ones. On the contrary I keep getting the ‘”A friend voted for you as Popular”. Hell yeah, I know. Get over it.
I just keep get the ones about not being too trusted.
Yeah, alright! I really don’t want to know about my lack of fidelity, anymore.
So very weird.
But then, like Udit Thakre puts it “To me, weirdness is tranquility”.
I upturn my glass to that.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
I Dream
I dream of paradise
A distant place, a distant glow
I dream of an angel
Holding me tight, kissing me slow
I dream of a love
Someone to embrace, someone to adore
I dream of a world
Made of reality, like never before
30th May '08
A distant place, a distant glow
I dream of an angel
Holding me tight, kissing me slow
I dream of a love
Someone to embrace, someone to adore
I dream of a world
Made of reality, like never before
30th May '08
Teenagers...ah..
I was out to win you over
It was you I wanted in my arms
But your best friend seems to like me more
He keeps trying to play his charm
I tried to make you jealous
By dancing on his side
But the jealousy is all mine
Its something I just can't hide
You dance away with her
Blithe of my annoyed stare
And your stupid buddy keeps touching me
He can't get his nose out of my hair!
She managed to win that heart of yours
That's her face in your eyes
I lost you, now I'll just make-do with
Your friend as a consolation prize
30th May '08
It was you I wanted in my arms
But your best friend seems to like me more
He keeps trying to play his charm
I tried to make you jealous
By dancing on his side
But the jealousy is all mine
Its something I just can't hide
You dance away with her
Blithe of my annoyed stare
And your stupid buddy keeps touching me
He can't get his nose out of my hair!
She managed to win that heart of yours
That's her face in your eyes
I lost you, now I'll just make-do with
Your friend as a consolation prize
30th May '08
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Muted
Silent Waves, Silent stream
Weary life, drowned in eccentric water
A lull captures the winds' scream
Silently the raindrops chatter
Hollow eyes, rampant space
Drenched in despair divine
And silent now is every place
For your silence, is mine.
6th August '08
Weary life, drowned in eccentric water
A lull captures the winds' scream
Silently the raindrops chatter
Hollow eyes, rampant space
Drenched in despair divine
And silent now is every place
For your silence, is mine.
6th August '08
Friday, July 4, 2008
Into A Deaf Ear
It has been a while since we last spoke
You are long gone, but I am still here
Everlastingly ended; I know it is over
But I still wish for you to be near
My passion for u, never burned out
And the love stuck around, so strong
Your name still sends Goosebumps through me
Even though I have known you so long
So many songs written to your name
There is so much I want you to hear
But it seems like I am whispering sweet-nothings
Into a deaf ear
3rd July '08
You are long gone, but I am still here
Everlastingly ended; I know it is over
But I still wish for you to be near
My passion for u, never burned out
And the love stuck around, so strong
Your name still sends Goosebumps through me
Even though I have known you so long
So many songs written to your name
There is so much I want you to hear
But it seems like I am whispering sweet-nothings
Into a deaf ear
3rd July '08
Monday, June 30, 2008
Do You Still Think Of Me?
Do you still think of me
When you log in to that website?
How we started talking
And what we used to write
Do you still think of me
When your shift at work ends?
How you always called me up
And how we became friends
Do you still think of me
When you're cruising on your bike?
How the wind crept into our hair
And all our feelings seemed alike
Do you still think of me
When you bite into that pizza slice?
How we went out, only us
And how everything was so nice
Do you still think of me
When you hear that funny song?
How we jumped, hopped and swayed
And how we danced so long
Do you still think of me
Before you sleep each night?
How we used to talk for hours
We'd always end up in a fight
Do you still think of me
When you're on a rooftop?
How we lay, and watched the stars
And time would seem to stop
Do you still think of me
And all we used to do?
Cause every time I think of me
I remember you.
29th June '08
When you log in to that website?
How we started talking
And what we used to write
Do you still think of me
When your shift at work ends?
How you always called me up
And how we became friends
Do you still think of me
When you're cruising on your bike?
How the wind crept into our hair
And all our feelings seemed alike
Do you still think of me
When you bite into that pizza slice?
How we went out, only us
And how everything was so nice
Do you still think of me
When you hear that funny song?
How we jumped, hopped and swayed
And how we danced so long
Do you still think of me
Before you sleep each night?
How we used to talk for hours
We'd always end up in a fight
Do you still think of me
When you're on a rooftop?
How we lay, and watched the stars
And time would seem to stop
Do you still think of me
And all we used to do?
Cause every time I think of me
I remember you.
29th June '08
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Loves' Story..
So many poems written
So many gifts given
The phases often mingle
Now committed, now single
In and out we fall
Love blinds us all
We roll along a dream
Under life's sinful scheme
Now blissful, now distressed
It revolves in contest
To subdue the others' gain
Triumphs pleasure, now wins pain
A rotation of the sort
That can never abort
The feelings of the brain
For matters so mundane
25th June '08
So many gifts given
The phases often mingle
Now committed, now single
In and out we fall
Love blinds us all
We roll along a dream
Under life's sinful scheme
Now blissful, now distressed
It revolves in contest
To subdue the others' gain
Triumphs pleasure, now wins pain
A rotation of the sort
That can never abort
The feelings of the brain
For matters so mundane
25th June '08
Monday, June 2, 2008
Oxymoron
Love behold! Ive found a path
That leads not your way
Stories foretold, by a many a men
Come to their end this day
If you happen to meet him, oh love
You will know not to preach again
And if you wind up, where I stand now
There are chances youll feel the pain
And so love behold! Ive found a path
That doesnt run to you
Hatred I am told, is not the way out
But it is a road frontward and new.
1st June '08
That leads not your way
Stories foretold, by a many a men
Come to their end this day
If you happen to meet him, oh love
You will know not to preach again
And if you wind up, where I stand now
There are chances youll feel the pain
And so love behold! Ive found a path
That doesnt run to you
Hatred I am told, is not the way out
But it is a road frontward and new.
1st June '08
Long Fingers
Red drops trickle
Onto your bed
A few tears shed
You break into a sweat
On your forehead
Your eyes are closed
You slowly moan
And you groan
Permanently wounding bliss
But you're alone!
Realization hits you
Your mind does a swirl
And a twirl
You lost it to yourself!
Those are long fingers, girl
1st June '08
Onto your bed
A few tears shed
You break into a sweat
On your forehead
Your eyes are closed
You slowly moan
And you groan
Permanently wounding bliss
But you're alone!
Realization hits you
Your mind does a swirl
And a twirl
You lost it to yourself!
Those are long fingers, girl
1st June '08
Saturday, May 31, 2008
I Dream
I dream of paradise
A distant place, a distant glow
I dream of an angel
Holding me tight, kissing me slow
I dream of a love
Someone to embrace, someone to adore
I dream of a world
Made of reality, like never before
30th May '08
A distant place, a distant glow
I dream of an angel
Holding me tight, kissing me slow
I dream of a love
Someone to embrace, someone to adore
I dream of a world
Made of reality, like never before
30th May '08
Teenagers...ah..
I was out to win you over
It was you I wanted in my arms
But your best friend seems to like me more
He keeps trying to play his charm
I tried to make you jealous
By dancing on his side
But the jealousy is all mine
Its something I just can't hide
You dance away with her
Blithe of my annoyed stare
And your stupid buddy keeps touching me
He can't get his nose out of my hair!
She managed to win that heart of yours
That's her face in your eyes
I lost you, now I'll just make-do with
Your friend as a consolation prize
30th May '08
It was you I wanted in my arms
But your best friend seems to like me more
He keeps trying to play his charm
I tried to make you jealous
By dancing on his side
But the jealousy is all mine
Its something I just can't hide
You dance away with her
Blithe of my annoyed stare
And your stupid buddy keeps touching me
He can't get his nose out of my hair!
She managed to win that heart of yours
That's her face in your eyes
I lost you, now I'll just make-do with
Your friend as a consolation prize
30th May '08
Friday, May 30, 2008
My Song
I was born to mirror a kin
Of pretentious sophists and sort
Of the many dreams that I bore within
A good number, I had to abort
Cause papa stood over my shoulder
Lest I ever go wrong
Unwittingly he killed my youth
He never let me sing my song.
I grew up to be quite a lady
A remarkably pretty dame
So many suitors would ask for me
Most of which were a shame
It took me time, but I found
Who I'd longed for so long
The perfect match, only one flaw
He never let me sing my song
In a couple of years down the line
We took the vow, hand in hand
In sickness and in health
Together we would stand
We lived some dreams as one
And as one, we were strong
Then the brood came along
And I never could sing my song
As a family we saw each other
Through happiness and sorrow
Generation after the other we lived
Like there was to be no tomorrow
Lying on my deathbed today, I watch
The glimpses of the life I've lived so long
I now realize, that everybody I've known
Has sung an essential part in my song
29th May '08
Of pretentious sophists and sort
Of the many dreams that I bore within
A good number, I had to abort
Cause papa stood over my shoulder
Lest I ever go wrong
Unwittingly he killed my youth
He never let me sing my song.
I grew up to be quite a lady
A remarkably pretty dame
So many suitors would ask for me
Most of which were a shame
It took me time, but I found
Who I'd longed for so long
The perfect match, only one flaw
He never let me sing my song
In a couple of years down the line
We took the vow, hand in hand
In sickness and in health
Together we would stand
We lived some dreams as one
And as one, we were strong
Then the brood came along
And I never could sing my song
As a family we saw each other
Through happiness and sorrow
Generation after the other we lived
Like there was to be no tomorrow
Lying on my deathbed today, I watch
The glimpses of the life I've lived so long
I now realize, that everybody I've known
Has sung an essential part in my song
29th May '08
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Love..ah..
Your love is vile
Nasty, hell-stray
It seizes the heart
In an atrocious way
Viciously tears it to pieces
Such sadistic passion
Bloody mess strewn
Body wholly ashen
The mind degenerates
In slow desolation
Of achieving inferiority
To the hearts elation
Leading to a trance
Mysterious sort of bliss
Swathed in the fervor
Of that brutal kiss
28th May '08
Nasty, hell-stray
It seizes the heart
In an atrocious way
Viciously tears it to pieces
Such sadistic passion
Bloody mess strewn
Body wholly ashen
The mind degenerates
In slow desolation
Of achieving inferiority
To the hearts elation
Leading to a trance
Mysterious sort of bliss
Swathed in the fervor
Of that brutal kiss
28th May '08
Sunday, May 25, 2008
You're My Atmosphere
Baby, when I'm with you
I'm all that I can be
And when I look for love
You're all I ever see
Baby, you're my lifeguard
Yet I'm drowning in your eyes
I cannot hold a breath in
And that is no surprise
Cause baby, my whole world
Begins and ends right here
I'm enveloped in you
You're my atmosphere
24th May '08
I'm all that I can be
And when I look for love
You're all I ever see
Baby, you're my lifeguard
Yet I'm drowning in your eyes
I cannot hold a breath in
And that is no surprise
Cause baby, my whole world
Begins and ends right here
I'm enveloped in you
You're my atmosphere
24th May '08
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Allure
The gentle pull of your blissful eyes
Touches my soul like dew on a petal
Rolls down tenderly, falling softly
On my heart, it then settles
Disperses, and flows through my blood
Swift, like a soaring dove
I feel it tingle, and I quiver
Under the weight of your love.
20th May '08
Touches my soul like dew on a petal
Rolls down tenderly, falling softly
On my heart, it then settles
Disperses, and flows through my blood
Swift, like a soaring dove
I feel it tingle, and I quiver
Under the weight of your love.
20th May '08
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Those Were The Days Of Our Life
When u held my hand
Walked me down dat shore
When we picked those seashells
I knew you were mine, and I was for
You.
And those were the days of our life
When you softly blew in my ear
To tickle me dat summer night
When you'd buy me those flowers
And asked me to never fight
With you
I knew that those were the days of our life
When you kept me warm on those cold days
Held me so tight in protection
I knew I had nothing to compare
To that immense affection
From you
And those were the days of our life
Then u sat me down and began to say
That life had to go another way
When you said we had separate ways to go
And you couldn't take me away
With you
There ended the days of my life.
9th May '08
Walked me down dat shore
When we picked those seashells
I knew you were mine, and I was for
You.
And those were the days of our life
When you softly blew in my ear
To tickle me dat summer night
When you'd buy me those flowers
And asked me to never fight
With you
I knew that those were the days of our life
When you kept me warm on those cold days
Held me so tight in protection
I knew I had nothing to compare
To that immense affection
From you
And those were the days of our life
Then u sat me down and began to say
That life had to go another way
When you said we had separate ways to go
And you couldn't take me away
With you
There ended the days of my life.
9th May '08
I Hate You So
You divest me from contentment
Like a shadow hanging over me
Depriving me of light
Making life dark and gloomy
And a miserable place to be
Oh I hate you so
Such misery you have caused
To my being, and oh
Does it hurt to be the one I hate
Or does it just help in obtaining respite
From being loved by the forlorn
Oh I hate you so
Your ugly soul demented, deformed
Hangs over my being like it can convert
Me into you. A thought not feasible
Cause your repulsive world can only reach so far
As the gates of hell, and you're locked inside
Oh I hate you so.
9th May '08
Like a shadow hanging over me
Depriving me of light
Making life dark and gloomy
And a miserable place to be
Oh I hate you so
Such misery you have caused
To my being, and oh
Does it hurt to be the one I hate
Or does it just help in obtaining respite
From being loved by the forlorn
Oh I hate you so
Your ugly soul demented, deformed
Hangs over my being like it can convert
Me into you. A thought not feasible
Cause your repulsive world can only reach so far
As the gates of hell, and you're locked inside
Oh I hate you so.
9th May '08
Monday, April 28, 2008
Crazy
Looking at your picture
Compels that tear to fall
Torrential sorrow
In remembrance of it all
The passion we shared
One's craze for the other
Forever enveloped
In obsessive fervor
Every waking second spent
In the others existence
Aroused just by name
Bound by no resistance
And just your name
Sent a ripple inside
That had me craving
Yet eccentrically satisfied
But now it's vanished
That moment, and that age
I wish you didn't own a gun
I wish you didn't know rage
27th April '08
Compels that tear to fall
Torrential sorrow
In remembrance of it all
The passion we shared
One's craze for the other
Forever enveloped
In obsessive fervor
Every waking second spent
In the others existence
Aroused just by name
Bound by no resistance
And just your name
Sent a ripple inside
That had me craving
Yet eccentrically satisfied
But now it's vanished
That moment, and that age
I wish you didn't own a gun
I wish you didn't know rage
27th April '08
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Life Is Not Some Dream
Moments from my past
Flicker before my eyes
A million tears imbibed
That the smiles disguise
Yesterday was beautiful
The way tomorrow was meant to be
Isnt it peculiar?
How much we failed to see
Because life is not some dream
Dreamt by you and me
Life is unforeseen
And love is lunacy
Ya life is not a dream
So wake up, wake up now
Face what is reality
Before it takes the final bow
We took the pledge together
That we would survive it all
You would be there to hold me
And I would never let u fall.
But we fell apart one day
Neither of us held on strong
The dream that we were living
Suddenly went all wrong
Cause life is not some dream
Dreamt by you and me
Life is unforeseen
And love is lunacy
Ya life is not a dream
So wake up, wake up now
Face what is reality
Before it takes the final bow
21st April '08
Flicker before my eyes
A million tears imbibed
That the smiles disguise
Yesterday was beautiful
The way tomorrow was meant to be
Isnt it peculiar?
How much we failed to see
Because life is not some dream
Dreamt by you and me
Life is unforeseen
And love is lunacy
Ya life is not a dream
So wake up, wake up now
Face what is reality
Before it takes the final bow
We took the pledge together
That we would survive it all
You would be there to hold me
And I would never let u fall.
But we fell apart one day
Neither of us held on strong
The dream that we were living
Suddenly went all wrong
Cause life is not some dream
Dreamt by you and me
Life is unforeseen
And love is lunacy
Ya life is not a dream
So wake up, wake up now
Face what is reality
Before it takes the final bow
21st April '08
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